金桃一直是一個不擅長言語的人

在社交的聚會上習慣站在角落

一個人靜靜的看著現場每一個視角

 

金桃有著陽光般的笑容

但她也知道一般人對她說「哇!我喜歡你的笑,好美」

也代表不了什麼,只是社交上寒暄的基本對話

 

金桃有個較不同一般人的雷達,就裝在她的鼻子

舉個例來說吧

...你知道嗎笑得燦爛的人,在燦爛的笑容背後

總有著不想被他人看著的傷疤

而,金桃通常就是聞得到那傷疤飄散出來的焦灼氣味

這雷達也造成她與一些暫時還無法細說的狀態連結在一起

 

金桃今天崩壞了,想找_____ 聊聊

一股腦坐上這台往_____ 的公車上,

可能也是老天爺的作弄或是安排

總有著不知道該怎麼解釋的事件讓金桃錯過了下車的時間

到站又過站,到站又再次過站....

不停地等待經過,又看著窗外景色的錯過

到了終點站時,走下車的霎那

所有的糾結彷彿順勢給卸了下來

魔幻時刻是溫暖的微笑

 

此時,金桃明白了

疼,不一定要說出來

哭,不一定是傷心事

笑,不一定很快樂

很多事,............自己知道就好

 

點播一首歌給金桃

   

I walk a little faster / Fiona Apple 的版本

Pretending that we'll meet

Each time I turn a corner, I walk a little faster

Pretending life is sweet

'Cause love's around the corner, I walk a little faster

Can't begin to see my future shine as yet

No sign as yet, you're mine as yet

Rushing to a face I can't define as yet

Keep bumping into walls and taking lots of falls

And even though I meet 'round each and every corner

With nothing but disaster

I set my chin a little higher, I hope a little longer

Build a little stronger castle in the air

And thinking you'll be there, I walk a little faster

Can't begin to see my future shine as yet

No sign as yet, you're mine as yet

Rushing to a face I can't define as yet

Keep bumping into walls and taking lots of falls

And even though I meet 'round each and every corner

With nothing but disaster

I set my chin a little higher and I hope a little longer

I build a little stronger castle in the air

And thinking you'll be there, I walk a little faster

 

SONGWRITERS

LEIGH, CAROLYN / COLEMAN, CY

PUBLISHED BY

LYRICS © SONY/ATV MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, DOWNTOWN MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC

 

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